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Liya S
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 Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 6:15 pm Post subject: do i have depression or some serious psychotic problem? |
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| ok i am anorexic, but i made myself want to recover. so i would tell myself ok, i need to gain weight and stop couting calories and such, but whenever meal time comes, i eat and start subconciously counting calories and my heart starts beating really fast and my hands start to shake. i know i need to gain weight but then when i eat just a little bit more than planned i cry uncontrolably and hate myself and i think i'm gross and unhealthy. i also have a huge fear that i will gain the weight and wont be able to stop gaining, i am going to have this problem all my life arent' i? i feel so sick all the time because of this problem. i just want it all to end, today i think i cried 10 times because thinking about my problem and having to live with it for the rest of my life is depressing. also i wake up really early in the morining and cant seem to fall back to sleep. how do i eat the food without feeling so sad about it after? |
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Omar A
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| Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 6:20 pm Post subject: |
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| just eat normally. being anoerexic is just as gross as being fat. |
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graelwyn
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| Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 6:20 pm Post subject: |
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| By accepting yourself at the weight you are meant to be, and realising that you are not your weight and your weight isn't you...your body is just a car you travel around in while you are here. I am too tired to say more right now, but I have had anorexia myself, and if you want some support or help etc, you can email me from my profile page. |
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Caroline
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| Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 6:23 pm Post subject: |
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| Hey...I know from reading your story that this is not a question that I am qualified to answer..It sounds like you might need to buckle down and talk to a professional. Believe me, I know from personal experience that it does not sound appealing, but it sounds like you really want to get better.. Start out by talking to a loved one you can trust about your feelings, then maybe they can help you branch out to a professional who can help you face your thoughts a little more effectively. I hope things get better, I know how it is to fear food... It's a useless fear and I know you can overcome it. Best wishes.. |
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JustMe
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| Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 6:24 pm Post subject: |
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| your best bet would probably be to stop by a mental health clinic. I'm not saying that to be mean. I just mean that when someone has an eating disorder they usually benefit from some help from a professional. by all means get help for this. being skinny is no good if you're dead and let's face it that's the end result when you starve yourself. |
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