confused please help?

human reject · Yahoo User

i love my bf in fact im in love with him!i would do anything for him its sad to say!he wont do anything for me - yea he loves me but i dont get the impression he is in love.he tells me he is and 1 day he will say to me how he wants to marry me and have babies with me ect the next he will be like i dont want 2 have kids u know that i hate kids ect.so i dont really know what it is he wants.i would love for him 2 feel the same way i do for him.its making me kinda depressessed that i dont recieve the same or close love back.it feels like he loves me no more then a se.x buddy sometimes.i dont know what 2 do i love him dearly but feel i probably shouldnt. please help tell me what u think.and if ur wondering how i meant that he wont do ne thing for mehe does do things but sometimes it really seems like its taking a lot of effort for him 2 give me a cuddle or a cold glass of water n its not exactly like im asking for miracles is it now? but yet i cook dinner for him make hes coffees (buy the food we eat ) occationally lend him money offer him all the love he could possibly need.to be honest we arent very exercised in the bed room if u know wat i mean. if thats ne help 2 u.we been together nearly a year and a half.we had a couple of splits recently of 2 weeks and 1 week long. but he agreed to change i have seen sum change but he seems to go 1 step forward 3 back.i dont really know why i love him to be honest i wish i didnt sometimes so i can move on find some1 better but its hard u cant just forget how everything ur feeling for some1.sorry for the slightly hard to read text wrighting