i beat anorexia but i fear i cant beat diabetes or heart disease?

Violent C · Yahoo User

i was always consious about my weight as a teen. i would say i was about 20-25 lbs. overweight but i felt as though i was as big as a bus. one day a was walking home from school and a passing car filled with 6 hispanic gentleman opened all its windows, including the sun roof, and yelled "el gordo". i spoke little spanish at the time so i was unaware of their insults until one the patrons in the back yelled in perfect english," hey kid your really fat". i ran home crying and didnt eat for 3 days i dieted and lost 45 lbs. when i realized i had a eating disorder i panicked and began too eat. Now i weight 468 lbs. and cant lose a single pound no matter how hard i try. everybody around me thinks im a fat monster. what should i do?